What I have learned here at KSC:
The Bad Things (let's get these over with now.......)
1. There are more assholes in the world than you think there are.
2. There is such a thing as true love, and so many people are jealous about it when others have it and they dont.
3. True friends are hard to find, but you'll be surprised to find out who truly is a friend.
4. Don't take shit from anyone, just give it right back.
5. Do what you want regardless of what others think. If people dont like something you do, fuck em. They arent worth your time.
6. I have discovered that 'I don't shower.' (If you don't know why, you can ask me and I would be glad to tell you the story. TRUST ME, it's a good one!)
7. Know who your friends are, cause some of them may not like you and not tell you four months later. ( and this is true so no one can deny it)
8. Letters are bad.
9. This has been by far the worst year here at school (out of 2 - Except for you Amy). And I am SO glad to know that I don't have to blame myself for any of it.
10. You can't have family stay over in your room.
11. Your family can't call you without being made fun of.
12. There are no such thing as favors.
13. I've learned who is a hypocrit and who isn't.
14. I've been told I can't say how I feel and I think that is a bunch of BS cause look at me go. Don't EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER tell someone that they cant say something or do something or want somethig or feel something, cause in my opinion, that just sticks you right down with the Devil himself.
15. Hate is a strong word. I am very selective on how I use the word. LOL
Ha ha, la la la . . .
16. You screw someone over, you get screwed over in the end. It's plain and simple, thats the way life works. This is something that has taken me this year to realize, but it works for me. So there.
17. For all of you who are reading this and are getting really pissed off, I apologize, but this has been a shitty year. Some of you may feel that our friendship is dwindling or is hanging on a string. Well you are 100% right. I've learned things this year I thought I would never learn, I've gotten dicked over numerous times this year, and I've been hurt by a lot of peopel by finding out from other people the way they feel about me. You know who you are because I haven't been that close with those of you since 'it' all happened and you know what I am talking about. And it's sad cause some of you I was actually REALLY good friends with. And it's a shame now that it's all gone to pieces. But I have no regrets on the way it's gone and the path I have chosen to take. You all know how I feel about you, so none of this should be old news to you. But please, don't pretend to be friends with me if you cant stand me or you dont like me, cause I hate it when people do it. Dont be nice to someone one minute then make fun of them the next (If you need to know who I am talking about you can ask me). Dont talk shit behind people's back and expect them to be nice to you, cause it will NEVER be the same. All I have to say is that I am not looking back on what's happened, but looking forward to having a GREAT time next year with Rider and knowing he has been more of a friend to me than almost anyone ever has been. Good luck with your lives and what you do with them.
Now........
The Good Things (Finally, huh?) (the notes to specific people is taken from my subprofile)
Hey everyone. I just wanted to give some shoutouts to all of my friends.
~Amy - I love you to death. You have been the most influential person I have ever met. You know just what to say and how to say it. You make me laugh nonstop and remind me everyday why I fell in love with you in the first place. I love you so much. You always know how to make me feel more like a person time and time again. We've been through a lot this year to test our relationship and think we have passed with flying colors. I am going to miss you next yearso much, but don't worry. We will make time and we will talk everyday. And remember, I will have you right next to me, around me, and inside me all the time. I love you Cupcake. :-)
~Rider - After a while this year, I realized you were cool shit, and I am sorry people treated you like shit in the beginning of the year. We've had some good memories, "Hooray for High School Kids", Hit Dat Shit, my flashlight, getting wasted at Mikey's ( always a BLAST), lottery number 7!!!!!!, Owl's Nest Loft....yeah yeah. Dude, you have been there for me through a lot and I appreciate it more than anything. It was fun watching you get drunk for the first time, and I am sure we will have many more parties to have fun. I'm looking forward to next year big time! Thanks for being there to listen and to laugh.
~Katie - thanks for all the fun times we have had together. I loved dressing up as you, it was so much fun. Say hi to Janey Shea for me. Thanks for being there for Amy, it means a lot to her. More than you probably know. And you will always be beautiful, so dont forget that. Thanks for having faith in our friendship because it TRULY means a lot to me. You've been there to listen to me talk when I've needed you (even though it may have only been a few times), but it's meant a lot. Can't wait to hang out next year.
~Remi - you'll always be my best friend even though we never hang out. I will never forget you helping me move twice, the fireworks, farting and waking up Thien, Upward Bound, one minute, eating food in Ms. Lemire's class, and all the other fun times we have. Take care homey.
~Jen - I feel like I have known you for 8 years. I said mostly what I wanted to in your subprofile, but you know you are cool shit and we are going to have fun with our pong table next year, and my mini bar. Yeah yeah, And no more 86'ing. Cause you could never 86 me outta your life.
~ Erin - there are so many things I could list here. TREAT HER LIKE A LADY! Tampons, Blowjobs, flying grapes, numerous questions. Sex-Ed Video, Big Booty Ho, playing Egyptian Rat Fuck, and lots lots more. Take care Erin and I will see ya this summer most definitely. OH, dont ever make mayonnaise when you are having your period. And no matter what, tell your mom I am not marryign you. :-)
~Adam - where the hell are ya? I hope chef school is going good for ya. We need to hang out buddy. Never forget Duffy's class and him talking to the wall. I am Caesar.:-)
~Christine - Hey Retard, I look at my yearbook all the time and think of the fun memories we had. I miss our walks and all the fun times we had. How many guys have you dated? How many Pete's and Mike's and Dan's? LOL. Take care babe. I miss ya. Dont forget Schneiders class and that she has 'Head' on the wall. Go figure. LOL, ha ha
~Stacy P - you are such a unique person, and I dont care who thinks otherwise cause you have truly proved to me what a true friend is. Don't ever be anything other than yourself, cause I wouldn't want you any other way. Dont forget to wear clunky shoes and capri pants for me. Cant wait for the table and the bar next year. See ya :-)
~Holly - Dont ever forget Big Bootie Ho. That was the funniest shit in the world. Remember all the fun times at Shop N Save. Remember when we were making fun of Tabitha for saying she liked sucking blood? Ha ha, that was funny. Remember the lesbians? HA HA, oh god, I need to stop, I am laughing so hard. Let's hang out this summer.
~Anne( from home )- remember going to see the Dave Matthews Band on 7.8.00? That was the shit. And remember that drunk lady tryign to take a picture of us? Ha ha, that was good. I love hanging out that night. Thanks for always listening to me and thanks for being a friend.
~Anne( from school) - Even though I just met you, I have had lots of good times with you. It was entertaining listening to you and Jen fight, lol. I look forward ot having many good times with you next year.
~Emily and Jess - oh god. Where do I start? P fucker, and C Licker, late art projects, the Russian, watching movies in the room, Remi taking 'Emily's' thongs, LOL, going to the basketball house when I had an 8AM class. Thansk for the fun you two.
~Casey - Thanks for playing with James all the time, he really appreciates it. Thanks for all the fun times at lunch and for being there to listen. A friend is always appreciative of that. I can't wait til we can hang out next year, and then we can party together. P.S. Scooby-Dooby-Doo!!!!!!!
~To anyone else I have forgot, I didnt have time to finish and I will get back to this in a few days ok? Bye. Read on.........
This is just a general thank you to everyone above for being the best people a guy could ever have for friends. I've been through a lot of shit this year and you have all shows me who my TRUE friends are. You've shown me what friends are all about and prove to me how cool it is to have friends like you all.
Thanks for always being there for me, for lending a shoulder, lending an ear, lending your heart, and lending your thoughts. It's meant a lot more than you can imagine. Thanks and I will see ya all next year when we can party the year away. :)
